Welcome to the webpage of Mademoiselle MABEL! (:
who has so much to say, so much to tell.
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Mabel is currently reaching seventeeeen years old
&studying RATHER hard in Temasek Poly.


She totally loooooove DAEHANMINGOO & paris' Eiffel Tower.
Also, she's in love with fashion & GLAMOUR.
❤❤❤
One way to bribe her is simply just to get her
CAKES, crepe, candieees,
spicy ricecakes/ddeokbokki & KIMCHI FRIEDRICE.

❤new lappy.

❤catch Rain's concert(if any).

❤an Ellen Degeneres book.

❤bagpack.

❤polish my korean language.

❤own a shop.

❤a pet/hedgehog baby.

❤an unforgetable birthday party!

❤LV wallet.

❤LV bag.

❤pink VW beetle.

❤visit whole of UK.

❤visit whole of Europe.

❤go back to s.korea.

❤Shin Goon's Alfred teddy.

❤a traditional hanbok.

❤a fusion hanbok.

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re-edited: MADEMOISELLE MABEL! (:

im taking my break from all the physics & amaths(:
sigh.
i was drinking my hothot tea just now
& i came to realise

Is
walking under the rain
all drenched & wet
eating a chocolate bar mind-lessly
with a pale looking face
& seems like at any moment
faint is the only word that is able to decribe
Very Emotional?

i have peepos telling me
i look very weak,
im very emotional etcetc.
& if you're one of them,
dont worry
there are loads more peepos tell me that
besides you

while drinking
i was asking myself that question
am i really that weak & emotional?
& i concluded
yes, perhaps they are right.
i have no idea since when i've started to be that emotional
crying on every lil thing
getting hurt on every single thing.
i wasnt like this back then.
im really not.
perhaps everything started when i met you

when i was so ready to let you in
you turned away, not believing in me
for the first time i was starting to lay my trust, my everything
on a person like you
& forgetting all your tained past
i fell for you.
but in the end,
everything's so shallow
everything's just abandoned
as much as you've said you felt hurt & i've broke your heart
do you even know YOU are the one who left a cut in me?
you just selfishly think that you're the only one who got the most damage here
you never cared on how i really felt
you never know the struggles i have for myself inside

& im sure it was you that
i've become so prone to sadness, despair & hurt.
while you're
enjoying every inch of your life,
finding another love of your life,
swooning over her,
writing romantic poems for her,
im right here
getting so emotional over every lil thing,
shedding my tears over each & everything,
encouraging myself to be brave,
trying to my smile & laugh happily on every single thing,
finding ways to cheer myself up by stuffing with sweet treats,
searching for another guy that is worthy of my affections.

yeah.
you guys are right.
im emotional.
im weak.
although i kept tell myself,
im alright now
im brave
i can survive
i can smile
im happy
i do know im just cheating myself.
i can move on
i just dont know what am i waiting for
a miracle perhaps
you have already spread your wings and moved on
but why am i still here,
reaching out my hand hoping you can take me with you.
its all crap.
& im gonna stop
i'll reach my hand out
for other peepos to grab hold of me
who would be the first to save me from all this?
then i'll brace myself(: