Welcome to the webpage of Mademoiselle MABEL! (:
who has so much to say, so much to tell.
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Mabel is currently reaching seventeeeen years old
&studying RATHER hard in Temasek Poly.


She totally loooooove DAEHANMINGOO & paris' Eiffel Tower.
Also, she's in love with fashion & GLAMOUR.
❤❤❤
One way to bribe her is simply just to get her
CAKES, crepe, candieees,
spicy ricecakes/ddeokbokki & KIMCHI FRIEDRICE.

❤new lappy.

❤catch Rain's concert(if any).

❤an Ellen Degeneres book.

❤bagpack.

❤polish my korean language.

❤own a shop.

❤a pet/hedgehog baby.

❤an unforgetable birthday party!

❤LV wallet.

❤LV bag.

❤pink VW beetle.

❤visit whole of UK.

❤visit whole of Europe.

❤go back to s.korea.

❤Shin Goon's Alfred teddy.

❤a traditional hanbok.

❤a fusion hanbok.

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re-edited: MADEMOISELLE MABEL! (:

My illness,
my problem,
is getting worst.
All that i want to do is to lock myself at home.

I know very clearly,
im just trying to avoid reality
by hiding at home.
But by staying at home,
i feel much better.
My life sucks better at home,
really.
Sorry to sound so emo.
I cant help it okay.

& nowadays,
I'd avoid talking much to people.
Sorry guys, really.
Nowadays,
i dread socialising.
that's why im not at msn often.
that's why i cooped up at home too.
that's why i dont blog often too.
that's why im always watching the TV at home.

Yes, perhaps i am mental.
Guys,
you've got a mental friend(:
Sorry to tell you guys now.

I bet you guys dont know.
I use loadsa strength to smile& to talk, make friends.

& dont try to judge or say, whatever
about this, about me.
You people arent me,
You dont know what im going through.
How my heart had been torned so many times
& is still tearing.
You guys wouldnt know,
so dont assume & pretend that you understand everything.

& please dont think its about relationships.
Yes, its partly about relationships,
family&all that.
But mostly, its about me.
You guys aren't me,
so you dont know how it hurts within me,
how everything crumbles inside me.

& yes, of course,
I'll draw much strength to get out of my state now.
I would & i will(:
I shall face the sunlight&reality soon.
Till then...