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2008-09-14T15:35:00.002+08:00

This is it.

This is the end of blogging on theroyalconfessions.blogspot.com.
Thank you readers for visiting when you've got the time.
theroyalconfessions.blogspot.com will be closed,
as i do not want any connections with those sick spammers.
Thank you again and
Farewell.

2008-09-13T00:21:00.002+08:00

Hmm, right now im watching Beautiful Life.
Its about a story between a hair stylist (acted by Kimura Takuya)
& a liberian who is bounded by a wheelchair due to an incurable disease.
Really like this drama, cause the story is kinda different from those regular ones.
& this drama makes one feel alot, i believe.

Have you ever thought of living your life bounded by a wheelchair?
This means you'd need to see the world in a whole new different perpective.
You'll need to look for handycapped toliets, handycapped use kinda stores with slopes &all that.
& you'll need to depend only on your upperbody on all the things you do, like moving around using ur hands etcetc.
You'll also need to handle the eyes of the public and too, you'll have boundaries in your life.
You might need to try TWICE as hard as normal people in doing things.
But of course some people overcome all these obstacles & its totally admirable.
I think i cant do that. haha.
I'd just let obstacles&problems get hold of me.

I've tried once, groping in the dark.
How insecue you'll feel, not being able to see.
How scared you're not knowing what's infront of you.
For those who make jokes about physically-challenged people,
try living in their world- their world without legs, their world without sight& alot alot more.

i think they're really admirable people to have stayed till the end.
AJA AJA FIGHTING! (:

mv of beautiful life.

2008-09-11T17:52:00.002+08:00

Here i am,
in a real bad mood &WAS getting alil better.
Until some brainless guy tagged me saying he wants to reveal my shit self blahblahblah.
The funniest thing is he said he's not a spammer, he's an announcer. LOL.
Oh yes, its a HE, definately.
He does actions of a spammer
Is he or is he not a spammer?
Funny people all around.

Let me give u an example:
A guy steals something from a shop
& then said to the police I AM NOT A THIEF, YOU SHITTY POLICE!
Then, let me ask you:
WHY ARE U DOING WHAT A THIEF WOULD DO?
Some sense please.

Argh. Anyway, i had enough.
If u wanna confront me, you have my email address right? i know u do.
Email me or what la. For goodness sake!
Why hide behind some fake make-up name & say some bullshit stuff?
What? Pretending to tag like my friends, pretending to tag like me, scolding etcetc.??
If i am shit. You know what?
Your actions show that u're even shittier than me.

C'MON, GET URSELF A NEW LIFE!
Email me, tell me your problem&get done with it.
Spamming for like, so many months... Aint you tired?
Honestly, i am darn tired, tired to play with you anymore.

Urgh, Lifesucks.

2008-09-11T12:50:00.003+08:00

Right now, im like fretting over my bad results.
Its too much of a shock to take for me.
& last night being not able to sleep,
I was planning my future.
What if turns out, i cant get into local universities?
I think i'll be putting alot of people down. This, i do not want.
If it does happen, i think i'd run away.
I dont wanna stay in the place where i can see those upset faces of the people i love.

Have you ever felt,

The feeling of bitteress&sadness to that huge extent

which its similar to having drown in the waters.

So much so that you could not breathe

and the insides of you are hurting as though you'd thought u might die.

i've faced death in the waters once.

& i think the doors of death do open for me more than once, unnoticed.

Have you ever thought about,

What's the point of being wealthy when u've not achieve something great?

What's the point of being loved when u've hurt those who love you?

In the end, it points to it all that

simplicity& the feeling of content are those which really matters.

if u've faced NONE of the above,

you should really treasure and live well.

2008-09-11T00:42:00.001+08:00

THIS HAS OFFICIALLY MADE INTO MY 'WANT LIST' :
:D :D :D

2008-09-10T21:26:00.005+08:00

eh i think im like damn blur can?

zzz.

its seems like im the last to know the results are out. lol.

probably because i went out shopping today. aha.

my heart's like still beating like, BOOM BOOM BOOM!

finally can be at ease nowwwwwww,

after knowing the results.

thanks to my CADS,EM2&EFFCOM which managed an A,

phew, thank god yo!

THANK YOU MDM ENG&TESSA (em2)!!!

THANK YOU COMPUTERS (cads&effcom)!!!

kisses kisses kisses, thanks to them that i can get As.

if not i dont even dare to imagine what will happen.

but facom&rebus are C&C+! ahahahaha.

for rebus, i think my term test helped (for that +). if not i'll confirm get C. ahahaha.

eh i guess im satisfied?

they're okay enough for the good old little mabel who didnt put in 100% effort. :/

i guess must try harder next semmmmmmm& the one after next& the one after next ectetctec.

2008-09-09T22:49:00.002+08:00

sighhhh, hana yori dango got me hung on to japanese dramas! :/
so now, im watching jap dramas. wth.
i made plans to watch all the korean dramas in 'my wanting list'.
& now i just simply dont have the will to stop the urge on watch japanese dramas.
i know i know, i am now like nagging?
sighhhhh.

but when it comes to jap dramas,
i'll definately re-watch kimura takuya's dramas.
cause, for me, i loooooove his dramas.
i wouldnt say ALL of it. but i'll get addicted to MOST of his dramas (:
p.s. i've just finished the whole series of Hero. yup, with the TV special&the movie (:
here's something i found on youtube,

plus, he is DEAD GOODLOOKING! ahahahhaa.
honestly, he doesnt look like 36yrs old. seriously.
木村拓哉's news piece from the net!!! :D
eh im not sure if its 100% true tho.

Kimura Takuya most popular father in Japan
Actor Kimura Takuya topped a
recent Japan ORICON poll for the most popular celebrity dad in conjunction with
the approaching fathers’ day.
Kimura is currently busy in filming a lawyer
related tv series, but still finds time to accompany his wife Shizuka and always
fetch her 2 daughters (age 3 and 5) to nursery by himself.
Thus the voters
rated Kimura as a good husband and father, and envy him for still looking young
and handsome after marriage.

anyway. here's my drama plan for this vacation :D :D :D
~~hana yori dango~~

~~hana yori dango season2~~

~~hana yori dango finale the movie~~

~~hero~~

~~hero TV special~~

~~hero movie ver.~~

change

beautiful life

goodluck!

hotelier jap ver.

hotelier korean ver.

time between dog and wolf

etcetcetc..... (: (:

wheeeee wheeee wheee!

2008-09-07T16:55:00.002+08:00

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
Breathing gets harder, even I know that
Made room for me it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
reason to write you a love song today, today yeah~

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you wanna hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see, with daylight my guide gone
Cause I believe there's a way
You can love me because I said
I won't write you a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this

Is that why you wanted a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you a love song today, today yeah yeah yeah~

❤ Love Song by Sara Bareilles

2008-09-05T20:56:00.002+08:00

my dearest mummy got me a digital cam! :D

love her can?! honestly, no living thing can replace me mum.

yes, not even you! ahahaha.

Canon S5 IS (:

& its not the normal digital cam,

its like a semi-professional cam.

it can take special effects shots that those normal digital cam cant.

although its not that kind of professional lenses one,

this for me, is very good enough.

i've been wanting it for quite some time now.

task for this vacation: learn to use the camera well. (:

THANKYOU THANKYOU MY DEAREST MUM! :D

wheeeeeeee!

2008-09-05T10:41:00.003+08:00

TADA!

photos taken a day before the T-Day Celeb,

shopshopshopping with cass

photos at bhs, during teachers day celebrations :D

ireneee, cass & meee.

gray&meee.

gray&his chemical engineering-ing.

all grabbed from cass' blog :D

What does love and alcohol have in common?
Both makes u intoxicated.
They make u lose control.
& Sometimes... they give u courage.

2008-09-04T23:59:00.003+08:00

eh im blogging at the very last min of TODAY (11.59pm),

is because i have photos to share! :D

ben went boat quey today. cause there's a fliming going on.

& HYUN BIN is there.

YES! the hyun bin from my name's kim sam soom/snow queen etcetc.

yupyupyup! :D

unfortunately i cant give up my date with max&hana yori dango,

sooooo i gave it as pass when ben asked me along.

sighhhh );

but here are the photos ben took (:

he's the one sitting on the couch in pink shirt :D

goodlooking as usual

2008-09-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

WAHAHAHA, I WATCHED IT ALREADY!
HANA YORI DANGO FINAL, THE MOVIE! :D :D :D

its damn nice can.
ima great sucker for fiction romance.
& yesssss, ima fool i know (:
but i think all girls are great suckers for fiction romance, isnt it?
thanksthanksthanks MAXIM KOH for accompanying me on ALOT of things today,
I OWE YOU ONE! :D
butttttt..... my heart totally goes out to Rui.
all his love wouldnt work out ):
first, Shizuka (藤堂静). then, now Makino (牧野..). sighhhh.
Hanazawa Rui, Gambateh! ):

2008-09-02T18:50:00.002+08:00

its raining during the afternoons ):
rain always brings me bad mood.
eh i can hear birds chipping outside, so the rain must be finally over (:
living here feels like living in the summer house.
its always totally relaxing here.
green grass, birds chipping,
how more could i ask for?
totally serene (:

next, i wanna watch Hana Yori Dango (Boys Over Flowers) the movie.
its gonna be up within this week.
I WANNA WATCH! ):

for those who dont know,
the above trailer IS the trailer for the jap's Hana yori dango movie ver.
but the subtitles& background song are in korean (:

& also, a korean version of Hana Yori Dango is coming up too.
but, the production team sort of kept a secret on the casts.
soooooo we have no idea who's gonna be in it.
the production team is gonna be the same team who shoots Goong S,
which is Group8.
Sighhhh, who's gonna be in it?! TELL USSSSS! ):
dont like suspense :/

2008-09-01T22:20:00.002+08:00

he looks like Happy
well, more of Happy looks like him :D :D

i realised it today.
ahahahhaha.
& this made me much happier today.
eh he's Kim Hyun Joong of SS501 band in Korea! (:

2008-09-01T14:22:00.002+08:00

i am slugging at home for 3days now.
how amazing right?
but there's online shopping&my drama-ramas,
soooooo what if i dont want to leave my room forever?!
OMG thats damn trouble-roble. LOL
i am making no sense.

anyway,
i thought of changing my name, you know for a better luck&life.
there's fengshui for it isnt it? ahahaha.
sighhhhhh, i wanted to change my name since like sec3?
my mum ask me if i wanna change it before i did my IC.
i think i got the hunch that this name wouldnt work out for me.
L.O.L much?
although im the type who believes that
you're the one who let fate follows you. & not you, following fate.
but just sometimes just got all cranky, ahahaha.

and then something struck me, why not a nickname?
right? great idea or what?
lol. i looked up on my name, Mabel.
i found out its an english name.
& Mabel has like alot of forms like, Amabel, Maybelle, Mabelle etcetc. :D
so i thought why not Belle?
Belle's good. :D
ahahahahah.
JUST CALL ME BELLE! LOL.
errrrr....
random, i know. (:

2008-08-31T22:25:00.004+08:00

Here to tell you about
We got married

- a variety show that's still showing in korea (MBC every sunday).
its about celebraties being put together and living as newly-weds.
so you can anticipate gossips of all the celebs in the show from the media
& a well-put romantic love 'story' or scene (:

watching it makes me feel like getting married too! ahah.
but i wouldnt count on it,
cause i believe the life they're living in the show,
it's kinda fairytale like.
& guys wouldnt be THAT great.

so basically there're four couples right now.
Andy&Solbi

at the beginning, i love watching them alot.
but slowly, that urge to watch them aint as much as before.
but no doubt they're one of the well-like couple among the viewers in korea.

Andy is the guy that i would dream of marrying.
he's sooooo 'good hubby' like,
attentive, sweet, knows how to cook, good-looking....
do you want me to go on and on? ahahaha.

next is Crown J & Seo In Yeong aka Ant & Witch

for me, i think they are the fun couple. just that sentence to describe them (:
soooooo if u're looking for fun, look for them! :D

then there's the lettuce couple, Kim hyun joong & Hwang Bo

they can be labelled as the awkward couple.
firstly because the guy is younger.
& the guy respects people who are older than him-having a adult phobia. lol.
sooooooo, you know there's loadsa tension, awkward-ness, shyshy scenes etcetc.
as a result, i ended up feeling very shy&awkward too,
while looking at their part. haha.

finally, my favfavfav couple in the show.

ALEX&SHIN AE! :D :D

i loooooove them for their just nice awkward-ness.
the romantic couple because alex is very good with romantic stuff.

& im serious, watch the show and you'll know the degree his romantic scale goes.
yeah i like romantic.

but alex's romantic is kinda way too unbelievable?
guys with that degree of romantic are known as playboy alrdy.
is alex one of them? well... this i dont know.
i think they're the couple that i want to be.
veryvery sweet&romantic. heehs (:

here's a MV of the show.
& its the best i've found in youtube, which shows all four of the couples.
soooo do enjoy! (:

2008-08-30T21:54:00.002+08:00

i think im so living with dramas
& i NEED to live with dramas, for now.
does it mean im going back to that old self 3years ago?
how i wish i wouldn't.
but i guess thats for the better (:
at least heart hurts lesser.

sorry to get all "Summer Scent craze"
but really like the drama :D

translations for the song in the video.

if you're gonna copy them, please credit me(:

well, because i did the translation myself?

Say yes i wanna feel my life.
The pretty sunlight shines down for another day.
Your scent that came along with the wind, awakes me.
Such refreshing morning just like your scent,
this, i want it with me forever.

Say yes i wanna feel my life
I've finally found you, the only person to be in my heart.

My love i wanna dream of you.
I'll always love you, please accept me.
My all for you,
Love forever

Through that half-opened window, you welcomed me with your smile.
Those bitter words you said that last time, am i showing it on my face.
I wish we could meet in the dreams and create memories together.
For that short parting, do you miss me too?

Say yes i wanna feel my life
I've finally found you, the only person to be in my heart.

My love i wanna dream of you
I'll always love you, please accept me.
My all for you,
Love forever.

My love i wanna dream of you.
I'll always love you, please accept me.

hmm, do such love exist?
love, i believe not.

2008-08-29T22:58:00.002+08:00

i think im obsessed with water.
just now i suddenly found out that i had 4bottles of water at my dressing table.
isnt it mad to have 4bottles of water all around you? hah.
but i just seriously think water is so important.
i need water with me, to feel safe.
aha, weird i know.

today's celebrations of the Teachers' Day
& i went back to bhs, yeah. cant believed i did that though.
it was just yesterday that i know Teachers' Day celebrations' today,
cass told me.
& honestly i was soso shocked, surprised, astonished, appalled
blahblahblah,
when i know the next day which is today, is the
celebrations.
i know i know, i sound so absurd?
why am i making a fuss over Teachers' Day celebrations?
hmm, its kinda like a reallyreally EXTREMELY important day
to remember.
er no its not about teachers unfortunately.
how sad is it that your student remembers Teachers' Day but not
for you, her teacher.
sighhhhhhhh.

anyway to prevent some taggers on saying no sense stuff, i make this clear.
THAT,
what i blogging now is what i wanna blog, is what i wanna write it down&keep track on.
sooooo dont give me some blahblahblah accusations or what shit,
when u dont even know what's going on.
c'mon this is an online journal!
i dont hafta to see anyone's face
to determine what I want to write on MY OWN ONLINE JOURNAL.
so if u want to scold me, bitch me,
get the hell out of here& have your own journal!!! -.-
rolleyes.

SOSO SORRY to get all emotional.
as i've said, today is a freaking hell emtional day for me!
if u've experience the same like mine, you'll feel the same way too.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
okay so today i went back to WHERE IT ALL STARTED!!!!
ARGH, pardon me. emotional AGAIN! arghhhhhh.
anyway got back to bhs & met some of my schoolmates.
kinda like to see how everyone's like now.
their changes& experiences and all.
its really good to see some changed for the better. (:
oh yes i took photos today.
but..... all of them WEREN'T WITH ME! ROOOOOAR!
soooooo have to wait for them to send me :/

today is the day, finally, my heart&mind are working, together, as one.

& its a day that i'll NEVER EVER forget.

also yes, today is one of the days im not quite myself.

2008-08-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, Teachers' Day is coming.
This, surely is making me think alot.
Sad ones & happy ones.
Why is it so easy to remember sad memories& not the good ones?
Why is it so easy to remember all of your loved ones who have hurt you & not those who still treasure you?
So many questions, so hard to answer.
Why are humans made to feel&think this way?
This. I do not know.
Why is it so easy to cry than to smile?
Why is it so easy to let vulnerable get hold of you?
Is it just me? Or are we on the same boat?
This. I do not know.
But what i do know is, all these are part of living, part of what some of us have to go through.

But guess what?

i am sick of it.

So could you, fate, destiny whatever,

at least leave me alone for just this while?

This, i consantly pray.

anyway (:
i've just re-watched Summer Scent,
cause i thought of looking at flowers, trees & love.
here's the MV of Summer Scent.

all those songs in this drama, are so serene, so peaceful.
& thats totally what i need now.
THANKS SUMMER SCENT! :D :D

2008-08-26T11:42:00.003+08:00

BEIJING OLYMPICS! :D

i know i know the olympics is already over,
but i haven't have time to blog since the closing ceremony.
well because yesterday was math2 and facom's papers, sooooo
the closing ceremony was a super duper distraction, tsk.
but this year's olympics was A REALLY GOOD ONE, no doubt about that.
so many world records broke,
singapore won the 1metal since 48years ago,
great opening and ending ceremony & soosooo much other things (:

anyway there're the top 10 moments of the beijing olympics.
credits to http://sg.news.yahoo.com/rtrs/20080824/tsp-ouksp-uk-olympics-moments-8707153_1.html (:

Reuters - Monday, August 25
BEIJING - Following is a selection of the top 10 moments from the Beijing Olympics:

1) Usain Bolt breaks the 100 meters world record. Bolt already owned the record and in front of a packed Bird's Nest stadium he ran 9.69 seconds. He thumped his chest in triumph over the last few meters before his 'marksman' celebration which became one of the lasting images of the Games.

2) Michael Phelps roars in triumph and relief after American team mate Jason Lezak overtook France's Alain Bernard on the final leg of the 4x100 freestyle relay to keep alive Phelps's dream of beating Mark Spitz's record from 1972 of seven golds in a Games - a dream he was to realize.

3) Liu Xiang dejectedly walks away from the track as he realizes he has to withdraw from the defence of his 110 meters hurdles title because of a leg injury. Liu was the most popular sportsman in China and his grimacing departure clouded the Games for millions of home fans.

4) Russia's Yelena Isinbayeva turns the Bird's Nest into her private theatre with a gold medal and world record-breaking pole vault performance that captivated the 91,000 crowd. After she spent most of the competition lying under a towel, she broke her own world mark with a leap of 5.05 meters.

5) The Opening Ceremony. It emerged that some of the performance seen on television had been enhanced by computers, a child singer was replaced by a supposedly prettier face to mime to her voice and representatives of China's ethnic minorities were no such thing. But it was a jaw-dropping beginning to the Games, culminating in former gymnast Li Ning being swung up the roof of the stadium and 'running' around the top level before lighting the cauldron.

6) German weightlifter Matthias Steiner kisses a picture of his late wife Susann on the gold medal podium, choking back tears over the promise he made to her that he would keep their Olympic dream. The super-heavyweight made the pledge to Susann at her bedside in hospital as she lay dying after a car crash in 2007.

7) American Matt Emmons blows a 3.3-point lead on the very last shot of a 120-shot competition to throw away the gold medal in the "marathon" event of shooting. Four years ago in Athens he had fired at the wrong target and squandered a 3-point lead.

8) Usain Bolt breaks Michael Johnson's 200 meters record. Charging towards the finish line, Bolt has his eye on the clock all the way and once again celebrates his triumph in style -- this time, after he completed his run.

9) Rohullah Nikpai wins Afghanistan's first Olympic medal with a bronze in the men's 58-kg taekwondo. Proof that no matter how tough the conditions you have to train in, Olympic success is achievable if you have the talent.

10) Estonian Gerd Kanter celebrates his discus gold medal by sprinting down the 100 meter track at the Bird's Nest and mimicking Bolt's marksman routine. High school jinks in a week when fun was put back into track and field.

& did i mention the closing ceremony is FAB? LOL.
well for me its because...
THERE'S RAIN! :D :D :D
<br/>
smart to put Rain in (:
he makes me glue to the television when he sang at the closing ceremony with wang lee hom&other singers.

&for those who say,GOT MEH?
well, here's the meh (:

then here's a lil something extra for Bi's fans :D

What Rain said in the maroon colour, the press- black.
translation here:

Go Olympics!
Go China!
Go Korea!
Thank you (with a bow) :D
Thank you.
Ah, yes. I learnt this myself.
Well and recently during the movie filming there were alot of Chinese friends.
So i learnt from them, like saying Go China :D swoons~

The Press started teaching Rain on saying Beijing Welcomes You.
Beijing Welcomes you!
Welcomes you? (eh, Bi's pronounciation's alil wrong)
Wel... Welcomes you? (eh he still didnt get it right.)
Welcomes you? hmm okay.
Finally, he got it right.
Beijing Welcomes you! (:

The news, it says there's much improvement as compared to the songs he sang in mandarin, two years ago.
then-shortMVs of the song he sang in mandarin. CLAPS! :D

2008-08-24T16:34:00.003+08:00

ANTIQUE BAKERY!!! :D

sighhhh im still having craze on antique bakery, the korean movie ver.
i wanna watch it! ):
but i believe singapore's not screening it in the cinemas.
what a waste really. ):
news on Antique Bakery on Arirang :D :D :D

& some updated info on antique.
in the end, kim jae wook ( the one on the top right)
IS gonna be the gayish genius patisser as seen in the manga not in the jap drama.
oh man, my poor jihoon oppa ):
just hit him if he harasses you too much, LOL.
no offence jaewook's fans.

then there's also EAST OF EDEN.
im totally watch this drama.
its A MUST WATCH drama of the year yo!
because there's hallyu stars like song seunghoon etc

also, stars like yeong jung hoon, lee da hae & han ji hye is in.
& there's also PARK HAE JIN!!! although he'll be the badbad character.

East of Eden will be starting tomorrow on MBC 9.55pm, in korea.
its trailer,

2008-08-23T12:07:00.003+08:00

The actor, Lee Eon .

who rose to fame in his popular 2007 drama, Coffee Prince,

died afew days ago.

it was an accident on his bike on his way home from the "strongest chilwoo" ending party.

it was just simply so sad.

he's so young & he's the only child in his family.

i tried to find the clips in coffee prince where he simply just carrying the coffee prince's actors&actress with just one arm. really cool & funny when he did that (:

sighhhh. surprised how life's short when you're at the best of your life.

below is taken from : http://www.dramabeans.com/2008/08/stars-mourn-lee-eon/

actor Lee Eon’s sudden death early on the morning of August 21 has proved a shock to the entertainment community.

Celebrities came garbed in funeral blacks to pay their respects to their deceased colleague/co-star/friend at the mortuary area in the hospital where the deceased’s body is being kept until the funeral service.

Yoon Eun-hye arrived in tears at Seoul’s Soon Chun Hyang University Hospital,

as did fellow Coffee Prince co-star Kim Jae-wook, who appears to still be stunned, reportedly sobbing as he kept his face hidden behind his hair.

His co-star from drama Strongest Chil Woo, actor Yoo Ah-in, also showed up, grim-faced. If you’re wondering why certain people haven’t yet paid their respects, I’m sure they’ll be making their way to the funeral area as they learn about the accident today. I haven’t seen pics of the rest of his Chil Woo castmates, but apparently they were among the earliest to receive word. Eric received the phone call at 3am and headed directly to the hospital, along with cast and crew members, including Gu Hye-sun and PD Park Man-young.

Others who came by were former co-star Ryu Deok-hwan, and supermodel Park Dool-seon. (She is one of the main stars of modeling reality show I Am a Model, which Lee Eon was involved with; he had also reportedly dated supermodel Jang Yoon-joo, one of Park Dool-seon’s colleagues.)

His mother understandably was in a huge state of shock, and apparently still in denial; she resisted being led to the funeral room, wanting to go to a hospital room instead, as though unable to digest the truth.

Also, a report was issued contradicting early beliefs that the accident occurred on Lee Eon’s way home after the Chil Woo wrap party. A new report suggests that Lee Eon had already arrived home, then left again, after which he was in the accident. Some sources speculate that he had been on the way to the club where he had worked as a DJ. I’m sure these details will be sorted out in due time.

As to questions of his sobriety at the time of his death, police have stated that tests will be conducted to determine whether he was drunk, but will not have the results for approximately a week. Lee Eon is, however, reported to not be much of a drinker.
PD Lee Yoon-jung, who’d directed Lee Eon in Coffee Prince, also shared her words of grief, saying, “I don’t know what to say. I plan to pay my respects tonight. Lee Eon had a special passion for acting and was always a source of support for staff on the film set. He was a good person.”

The funeral service is planned for August 23. Other details as yet unconfirmed.

but for myself, im surprise how long my life is,

to have experience so many "wonderful" stuffs.

2008-08-22T12:07:00.003+08:00

i feel its better to have a song suitable for my blogskin.
sooooo, TADA!
NEW BLOG SONG! :D
LOVER BOY by Clazziquai.
just loooove their songs,
good vocals, good lyrics :D :D

i know i've said this once,
but let me say it again for those who's missed.
eh for those who are thinking that they came across Clazziquai somewhere,
that is probably during the korean drama, my name is kim sam soon.
this band clazziquai, sang the two main theme for the drama.
1. She is
2. Be my love.
yeahhhh, coming back to you already isnt it?
yup! so ENJOY THIS ONE!
LOOOOVE CLAZZIQUAI!

LOVER BOY (credits to frostedsnow; further edited by meeeee)

With your mischievous intentions, dont

You pretend to understand my heart, no

With the temptation of a mirage

It's magical

But strange temptation

If you don't mind

Dear god of love

Just let this love to be real

So that you can confine me

If you don't mind

Dear god of love

Just let this love to be true

My wish for you, this wish called LOVE.

Will I be able to even sneak a look at this miracle which belongs only to you?

Don't know if we are in love

It's sweet love

You're the god of love

It's cruel love

You're the god of love

Even if it's not me,

to others, dont

Under your mischievous gaze, no

Your golden arrow catches victims unawares.

In the next moment, I'm deep in love.

If you don't mind

Dear god of love

Just let this love to be real

So that you can confine me

If you don't mind

Dear god of love

Just let this love to be true

My wish for you, this wish called LOVE,

Will I be able to even sneak a look at this miracle which belongs only to you?

Don't know if we are in love

It's sweet love

You're the god of love

It's cruel love

You're the god of love
It's sweet love

You're the god of love

It's cruel love

You're the god of love

I don't know why, when,

to love.

If you don't mind
Dear god of love

Just let this love to be real

So that you can confine me

If you don't mind

Dear god of love

Just let this love to be true

My wish for you, this wish called LOVE,

If you don't mind

Dear god of love

Just let this love to be real

So that you can confine me

If you don't mind

Dear god of love

Just let this love to be true

My wish for you, this wish called 'love'

With your mischievous intentions,

You pretend to understand my heart,

With the temptation of a mirage

It's magical

But strange temptaion

If you don't mind

Dear god of love

It's magical

But strange temptaion

If you don't mind

Dear god of love

In the next moment, I'm deep in love.

2008-08-21T00:15:00.003+08:00

I AM FINALLY DONE!

NEW BLOG SKIN ALERT! (:

& im happy.

really like this skin.

though the older post, some of the text may be out of place :/

soooooo i shall go lalala now.

TOODLES! :D

p.s. thanks max for making me 'unique-amazed laugh' just now.

2008-08-19T22:50:00.002+08:00

im doing a new blogskin,
sooooo ANTICIPATE! :D :D :D
i know i know
i SHOULD be mugging.
but...
oh well, grin (:

2008-08-17T20:18:00.003+08:00

eh im at the tp website right now.
& just randomly random (:
here's what im taking next sem.

Introduction to Hospitality & Tourism
Total Building Performance
Human-Centred Design and Ergonomics
Electrical Services for Facilities
Problem-solving and Process Skills

its study week & im SUPPOSED to mug,
and yes i am not. ahaha.
sighhhhh, i just cant set my mind to it.
sooooo i've been sleeeeeeeping/napping through the afternoons
& watching Ghost Whisperer, yeap i bought it!!! woohoo.
it costed me 60over dollars, aint cheap but worth it! :D
its sooo addictive. ghostie ghostie.

ohya, congrats to Singapore for having their 1st sliver after gaining independence! (:

2008-08-16T13:25:00.003+08:00

NEW SONG ALERT! :D
After Love by
Clazziquai's female version (:

love it love it loooooooooooooove it!

credits to aheeyah, jungie.
One day suddenly, on a fateful day
When I open my eyes, familiar faces,
clear conversations, clear misunderstandings.
Like that, my memories flew away.

Even if I want to find any kind of words,
there are only a few childish ones.
For a long time I tried so hard to believe you
but you'd probably forget even my voice.

And now I'm searching one living chance
My dried up tears for you and
On days when I long for you
Will I have even my laughter again? After Love.

My late regrets that I couldn't tell you,
You'd probably just hear them as being funny.
For a long time I tried so hard to erase you,
Now it can't be, even in dreams, can it?

And now you touch me and now you move me
I'm dreaming every night come on baby
Can't never let you go go go

And now I'm searching but I can't
When I close my eyes,
even your face that I tried to forget, comes and find me.
It's calling me. After Love

And now I'm searching one living chance
My dried up tears for you and
On days when I long for you
Will I have even my laughter again? After Love.

And now you touch me and now you move me
I'm dreaming every night come on baby
Can't never let you go go go
And now you touch me and now you move me
I'm dreaming every night come on baby
Can't never let you go go go

2008-08-14T22:27:00.005+08:00

saw ann's blog updated with yesterday's photos.

sooooo grabbed them & tada, im bloggin' (:

sighhhhhhh.
look like these photos is like looking at bad memories you dont wanna recall.
sighhhh ):
but still i do like the photos (:

these are the group photos of those who presented yesterday.
our group feat rooney -.- lol.

ronney's group
&jing hao's group.
photo with ronney's group (:the guys. YEAH MANS! lol.
group group photo of all the presenters for the day! ;D
plus miss mary sai
class picture! without the 3masketeers,our 3wonderful ladies& our photographer, wilfred ):

& then there's math2 class today.

our lastlast m2 class ): ): ):

will miss all the nonsense fun we had there ):
parting is such sad thing.
&will miss Mdm Eng ):

haha, mdm eng said what i wore doesnt suit my
character,
suit=serious&all. & i am not? -.-
but i guess what she meant was I AM NOT
DULL. LOL.
yup thats why im not suitable for office job
too :D
i'd rather migrate & work in a farm than
to work in an office. tsk!
just within afew months, mdm eng seems to know my
character alrdy.
WOW! ;D

eh as what mdm eng said,
YES! im the tutor here! ahahahhaha.

yesterday's m2 class was also the last mathematic class of my whole poly life & my whole life perhaps?
aahhahahah. simply gonna say MATHS FREE YO!

2008-08-13T21:15:00.006+08:00

today's REBUS presentation was not gooooood ): ): ):
sighhhhhhh.
eh yup, i agree we didnt going muchmuch indepth.
this, im totally not denying.

LOL. i think my class got a shock at the way i rebut today.
eh guys, u'll be able to see more next time(: ahaha.
i just feel absurd that everyone just pull us down like nothing,
when we DID give our effort for the project.
i guess these kinda things happen, everyone everywhere.

then there is people like hong yao,
he can purposely go look for all our mistakes, write them out, say them out
& then after the whole presentation, wanna find peace with us -.-
errr?
its not that i dont like hongyao. lol.
its that i dont like the way he acted at THAT moment. thats all.
since im not afraid to show ur name here, im not afraid of you or others reading.
eh so its reallyreally not that i dont like him or dislike him. ahaha. its crazy to feel that way.
i just dont really like that action of his at that time. yeap (:

sighhhh, im seeing the ugliness of human beings once again,
not just because of today.
its the accumulation of all my days at tp, that came out with this
conclusion.
why are human being such low class
creature when we compare character-wise?
i think animals are even much
better than us, humans.
&will be seeing
some hypocrites from N801. this, i can tell.
how sad is this? its
class' hypocrites all over again.
facing
hypocrites from my class AGAIN.
oh and dont even
mention!
i've got myself into a competitive class AGAIN AGAIN!
omg.
faint?
so when u're in a
competitive class,
you'll see the really
bad side of those who are very competitive.
they'll do anything
to just pull you down&make themselve shine.
or they'll care
nothing but themselves doing well.
haha. soooo 01s,
you'll see then. (:
or im expecting to
see. & CONFIRM there'll be some peeps.
sighhhhhhh :/
whyyyyyyyy?

2008-08-12T21:36:00.002+08:00

im damn bloody hell nervous&scared now.

our rebus project is just few hours away.

my heart hasn't stop beating since then.

it's beating so fast that im damn tired and my breathing starts to be very heavy.

finding it hard to breathe right now. plus that darn heart beating rapidly.

my life sucks seriously now.

& my only cure is MUSIC&SINGING!

singing is the only thing that can allow me to release and relax.

just, wish me luck for the presentation tomorrow! :/

2008-08-11T22:54:00.002+08:00

i seriously seriously have a weak heart.

everytime after startles or upsets

my heart doesn't seem to take it.

today after our CADS test,

all those, can i say nervousness?

having to race against the time for finish the test&all,

i feel extremely tired & was even panting slightly.

is it normal?

& i was feeling that tired till i got home.

then just now,

my lil brother had to scare me by the door.

i came out of the loo after washing my face,

the phone was ringing & i thought my parents were asleep,

so its only me upstairs, cause my gran was watching tv downstairs.

then the phone kept ringing. my room's door fling alil before closing.

so it was rather scary. when i opened that door and walked in that brother scared mebehind the door.

i could honesty felt my heart almost stopped when he yelled BOO.

what if i died of heart attack at that moment?

i swear i'll haunt him for life

oh did i mention he did this twice but in different scenerio and ways?

bloody asshole.

you just wanna see your own sister die of heart attack huh?

anyway i warned him, that his own sister's heart aint good

& i swear,if he does that again, he will NOT have a sister anymore.

you'd probably think, ohhhh he's just a kid playing why so serious?

you'll be serious when you got that shock and feel your heart almost stop beating.

ARGH, ARSE!

& for you,

i felt my heart stop a beat that time.

but i wouldn't let it do so ever again.

this heart must beat for someone else,

this.i've promised myself.

its not normal.

its weird.

its serious.

& i hate that feeling, i hate my heart.

2008-08-11T20:31:00.002+08:00

this made me cry,

if its you,
if the person beside me is you,
if we're together.
forever is possible?
not matter what, darling, i'll smile only for you (:
darling, again, i'll shed tears only for you.
if i'd only be able to love one person in my life.
just one person, it would be you.

but right now,
im strong. im in love. im not.

2008-08-09T21:03:00.007+08:00

totally loooooove rihanna's new song TAKE A BOW (:
thus, my new blog theme.
but it'll only be up for a weeek or so,
just to get my message across.

How 'bout a round of applause? yeah

Standin ovation...

Ooooh

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now

Standin' outside my house

Tryin' to apologize

You're so ugly when you cry

Please

Just cut it out

Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not

Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show

You really had me goin'

But now it's time to go

Curtains finally closin'

That was quite a show

Very entertainin'

But it's over now

Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone

You better hurry up

Before the sprinklers come on

Talkin' bout Girl, I love you you're the one.

This just looks like a re-run

Please

What else is on?

And don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not

Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show

Really had me goin'

But now it's time to go

Curtains finally closin'

That was quite a show

Very entertainin'

But it's over now

Go on and take a bow

And the award for the best liar goes to youuu

For makin' me believe

That you could be

Faithful to me

Let's hear your speech oh...

How 'bout a round of applause?

Standin' ovation...

But you put on quite a show

You really had me goin'

But now it's time to go

Curtains finally closin'

That was quite a show

Very entertainin'

But it's over now

Go on and take a bow

But it's over now...

i'd rather die than be pretentious.

so pretentious people, dont worry

I DONT EVEN WANT TO GO NEAR YOU.

2008-08-07T20:45:00.003+08:00

i shall show you random photos i took these past few weeeeeks (:

on the way to korean lessons with ben. ahahaa ;D

oh and, this part of the post is dedicated to TAN ANNANN, the animal disliker!

the absolutely adorable snowy!!!

cute

to sum it up, he's my most adorable baby :D :D :D

& I ABSOLUTELY ADORE ANIMALS!

2008-08-06T22:40:00.002+08:00

nowadays im so tired.
keep sighing, keep sleeping and keep saying
lifesucks.
im tired, physically and mentally.

physically-project work and all those work going on.
plus my travelling time to school needs around 2hours.
sooooo 9am lessons, wake up at 6+plus am. sighhh );
cant wait to move over to tampiness.

mentally-memories kept haunting me.
especially after that day, you reminded me of
everything.
how u stood by me when my years&years of friend is
gone.
how u'll always say yes to me.
sighhhhhh.
plus all those ''good friends'' memories.
the best memories in my life? sighhhh ):

i went over my uncle's place in the evening.
the first thing he said to me when i stepped into the house is,
what happen? you look very tired. & did u lose weight or gain weight?
the shape of your face is not like tha last time, looks different.
yeah that.
& i was like, smilesmile and then sighhhhhhhh.
dont know what to reply
and i was aiming for the seat then :/

i am, i wanna use the word-exhausted,
TIRED OF MY LIFE YO!

2008-08-05T22:34:00.003+08:00

DINNERED WITH BEST FWENZZZZ, lol (:

we were just chatting and joking about getting me a sunflower.
then today, POP!

sunflower bouquet! O.O

eh not forgetting, the fake yellow rose from toysrus&the teddy which is hugging the bouquet(:

i thought we were just kidding around yo!

but anyway IM TOUCHED (:
the very first people who gave me rose&sunflower are two of my guy friends(:
NOT bfs, just good guy buddies!
amazing right? im bound to remember both of you forever :D
yeap, this is my very first time receiving a sunflower :D

THANKYOU SOOOO MUCH BEST FWENSZZZ!!!
&the accompany
plus the kimchi friedrice, LOVE IT!

and now, random pictures (:
see this? kinder chocs from germany, brought over by my cousins.

so unfair
i want them in singapore too ):
sorry for the bad photo quality.

2008-08-04T21:13:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO WATCH MOVIE!

who wants to watch with me?

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

my driving lessons are gone ):

prom night is going to be gone too ):

then i wanna watch,

boys over flowers the movie finale

harry potter and the half-blood prince

antique bakery (korean movie)

& shall i watch HSM3? lol.

and thennnnn there's this sadist movie,
bad habits
Rating: M18
Consumer Advice: Sexual Scenes
Genre: Drama
Language: Spanish with English subtitles
Director: Simon Bross
Cast: Ximena Ayala, Elena de Haro
Runtime: 98 mins

Sins of indulgence…
Intertwining stories of abuse, adultery, and
anorexia center around a family and with obsessed mother living in Mexico City.
Matilde is a nun convinced that faith moves mountains.
Secretly she begins a mystic fasting to end what she considers to be the second great flood.
Elena is a thin and fashion-conscious woman ashamed of her daughter’s chubbiness.
She’s willing to do the impossible to make her daughter Linda thin
so Linda will look like a little princess on the day she receives her first communion.
At the same time Elena’s husband Gustavo – a professor of architecture -
cannot cope any more with his wife's bones sticking into him during more intimate moments.
For relief, he turns his attention to a buxom female student with a hearty appetite.
copied from cathay.com.sg

errrr... after reading then i realised the content of this movie is alil...
sorry to people under 16. please dont not read into this movie any further (:
& im so not watching this too! :/

but...... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

who's gonna watch them with me?

2008-08-02T21:50:00.003+08:00

my cousins from germany came just now.
can tell that they're really great people.
but im not so close to them
so i was upstairs and they were downstairs all long.
sighhhhh ):

life is...
oh well better not continue.
i miss everything.
i want all of them,
like the last time.

RAWWWWWWWWWR!
eh being random. heehs ;D

why are there people searching for 'mabel blogspot temasek' at google.com.sg?
why are YOU searching for my blog?

2008-08-02T10:51:00.004+08:00

wowwwwwwwwwww,

suddenly i realised i didnt update for very long :/

thursday

weechat fell asleep at lecture.

eh ann posted this on her blog.lol.

eh YA, weechat can always...

a min ago awake & the next, asleep.

yes, he's damn random one yo!

sit beside him more and you'll realise. *rolleyes. ahaha.

lunch, we went TCA.

LASAGNA! (:

eh ann got hers, but where's mine? boohoo ):

the main thing here in the picture,

is to focus on the longlong greenish candy, shit's fav candy (:

ghastly yo!

&yesterday!

photo taken after i was coated with HAPPY ;D

ahahaha i know coated is not a good word to describe the situation

but i've no clue as to what other words to describe it with.

& absurdly, i went for the fdm subcom interview. wth? zzz.

all pictures taken from ann's blog (:

2008-07-29T20:36:00.005+08:00

LAST FRIDAY.

its was supposed to be a uniform day.

soooo everyone was told to wear school uniform.

but i threw away my secondary school's uniform,

soooo boohoo cant wear.
hmmm so these are the only guys who wore (:

ehhhhh lazy to think of captions.

for more camwhore moment please go to ANNZ blog,

linked on her at my linkies column ;D

this picture is DAMN funny!
MABLION :D :D :D

2008-07-27T15:30:00.010+08:00

THE GARDEN FESTIVAL.

went for the garden fest.

on friday with me mum & lil bro.

i was dragged there honestly,

cause my mum wants a photographer.

so there i was, right infront of her,

oh man im used :/

but still, i enjoyed it.

veryvery pretty flowers i must say :D :D

looking at them made me forget all my troubles.

so look at all the pictures below.

LOVE THE WHITE ROSES! (:

suddenly realised i love roses alot

especially pink&white ones.

LOVE IT LOVE IT! :D

2008-07-26T21:40:00.002+08:00

went for the korean lesson today (:

learn alot & also, it had me thinking alot.

after the lesson, the insides of me started to hurt again.

i want to know what was it that you were gonna say to me.

i looked at all your messages again.

& all that makes me feel even worst.

there's like a stone right on top of my heart.

and it's so so heavy that i couldn't breathe.

나는 당신을 말하지 않았다
나는 당신을 좋아한다

2008-07-24T21:23:00.002+08:00

MOOOOOOVEEEEES TO BE WATCHED (:

Prom Night
Red Cliff
Driving Lessons (by Rupert Grint)

sighhhhh, rushing the real estate& wrtoral project these few weeks.
thus i cant watch them ):
plus noone wanna watch with me.
sighhhh. unhappy.

butbut happy stayed with me for quite awhile today.
so without thinking about not having to watch my movies,
im still one happyhappy girl today (:
lol. contradicting i know.
but just thought of what happened today makes me laugh.

2008-07-22T22:39:00.002+08:00

the bloody influenza got me! ):

in case you dont know what's influenza,

influenza is FLU. but flu is the short form we always use.

the real term is influenza (:

learnt this during my sec sch's biology class :D

*smack. smarty pants! lol.

sighhhhhhhh.

SHOO INFLUENZA SHOO!

leave poor mabel alone!

pretty please? ):

2008-07-21T20:15:00.004+08:00

bloody hell,

im sucha cry baby these days.

ever since all those that happened last year&this year.

im just dumb.

& stupid to cry over all of them over&over again.

who'd even cared if you cried, mabel?

does he?

does she?

do they?

your tears are simply worthless,

you're simply dumb hell weak.

to such a weakling,

you should just die.

i dont blame anyone for all these.

i blame me& only me.

screw you mabel!

yes, get a new life!

life at paris,

life at seoul (:

2008-07-20T20:19:00.004+08:00

I BOUGHT IT

I BOUGHT IT!

THAT ADIDAS RESPECT M.E. BAG IS FINALLY MINEEEEEEE

ME ME ME, MINE MINE MINE :D :D :D

i got it at the holland village outlet.

its like 52bucks.

& I LOVE THE HOLLAND VILLAGE OUTLET TOO(:

wheeee hee hee,

that nice bag from the shop & my suprb fabulous bag in it.

it made me forget about me being ill :D

i can't take a photo of my fabulous bag

cause my dad's sitting right beside me.

he is kinda outrage by all the bags bags bags & clothes clothes clothes that i have.

& if he sees this one,

he'll TSK very loudly& complain to me mom.

sighhhh. whywhywhy does he hafta do this to me?

C'MON MAN!

the price of the 2 of my clothes equals one of his.

50+50= 100?

sighhhhh ):

oh yes, credits to ben for today :D
all the things i've bought today used up half of the car,
the hind half of course.
ahahaha. thanks for driving,accompanying&advicing me.

2008-07-19T20:57:00.003+08:00

i want my adidas RESPECT M.E. bag! ):

tomorrow maybe going out with ben again.

anyway, go to the adidas website!

just double click on the link below(:

http://www.adidas.com/sg/shared/home.asp

the homepage video is FAB FAB FAB!

saw it in the movies once & i love it.

its the best commercial for adidas ever.

great meaning, great guys. lol.

*swoon. love the accent. thus, great narrator! :D :D

2008-07-19T11:30:00.002+08:00

i think im down with a cold.
my throat feels weird.
im sniffing every minute.
& my body kinda heaty, my forehead feels warm on&off.
er, oh god.
i cannot be ill,
cause there're work,project&quizzes to be due.
& i wanna go get my adidas bag,
instead of staying at home, resting.
i wanna shop ):
urgh,
HELP?

2008-07-18T21:50:00.004+08:00

eh i know i haven't been blogging lately.
its due to our Real Estate Business project :/
SIGHHHHHHHHH.
whywhywhy?
there's sooo much to do & so lil time yo!
oh man, lifesucks.

but luckily, my group make everything suck better :D
ahahaha. yesterday during pw, we're like laughing our ass off man!
all thanks to STEFFFY! lol.
he's lame but his lameness is not those childish ones,
sooooo I'LL LAUGH.

some guys are damn childish, doing some childish lame things
& there're even girls laughing at them.
but i'll be like =.=, get a life.

eh ya, stefffy my sista, im praising you.
BE HONOURED! ahaha.

& thus, nowadays right till august i'll be busy so
blogging will be lesser.
BUT i'll still be checking my blog.
soooo can still tag yo! :D

need need need:
formal high waist black
skirt
THAT adidas
bag,
i'll be getting it veryvery soon within this
week.
soooo YIPEE!
red heels,
my
mum kept persuading me not to buy
cause she feels that its scary, those
CREEPY, GHOSTY KINDA SCARY.
ah u get what i mean right?

hmmm
just got the designer wallet, MARC JACOB'S :D
MARC BY MARC JACOB IS
LOVE!
so wouldnt be getting LV one sooooo soon.
but the bag, YES YES
YES!
still, i wanna use the money that i earn, to buy
it.
nodnodnod.
its way much meaningful & less dependent on my
parents(:
soooo must get a job once i move over to my new house.
eh about that spammer's tag, hahaha, im gonna say say say all these- LV, designer items, LV, designer items! i'll SAYSAYSAY! spammer, u can continue to tag& i'll continue to tell you about branded goods.(: do u really think im afraid to let you spam my tagboard with ur accusations of me? i am not. my friends here know me& i know myself. & by scolding me here, u simply look like an idiot. lol. oh yes, if u really can get 100 over LV wallets, DO IT! PROVE IT! send me some too, its free LVs! even better, i dont hafta spend any of my money to get them. eh unless their nonauthentic ones of course. tsk. so dont say without any action, C'MON! i'll be waiting for them (:

oh man i think i'm gonnna be ill.
argh, my lifesucks.
I DONT WANT TO BE ILL!
SAVE MEEEEE!

2008-07-18T21:30:00.003+08:00

anyway yesterday ben drove me homeeeeee! :D

im so happy, im so glad that i've got you~
ahahaha.
cause yesterday i was with my heavy heavy bag & lappy.
& he passed by tampiness.
soooooo i really apprieciate him for driving me home(:

eh just something interesting to share.
haha. hmmm went to my uncle's office.
& i tell you,
his office is totally like a pet shop.
im serious.

there are 3tanks of fishes,

3 guinea pigs,

a bird,

3 adult mice with 13 baby mice

& lastly this is reserved for the on-coming members, RABBITS!

oh and, there is still a lizard.

i was totally speechless when i see this maany pets in the office.
i know my uncle loves animals, but....
lol. eh IM NOT COMPLAINING!
the baby guinea pigs will be born in a few months,
hopefully i'd able to have some :D

2008-07-16T20:41:00.003+08:00

So goodbye
I think I should've told you
that I'm still yours
So goodbye my love.

So goodbye.
I hear the birds singing-It's time to go
So goodbye my friend.

I thought, You would do but I was wrong.
Now I see myself still left alone
Now I think I know where I belong
I dont want to let this life go on
No more, no more.

So goodbye
Those bittersweet memories once so lovely
So goodbye, I'm gone
So goodbye
Those pretty starry eyes once just for me
So goodbye, i'm gone.

this is the lyrics of the beautiful song playing at my blog now.

about today...
hmmm nothing much to say only : ITS SOOOO CUTE! ahhhhh! :D :D
my m2 mates will know it. ahaha.
right guys? lol.

2008-07-13T19:46:00.004+08:00

finally gotten havaianas from NUM, woohoo
i can wear flipflops to lessons again!
my previous one from reef is alil worn out, thats why ):

luckily ben came along with me.

he's one of the guys who will definately accompany me when i ask to go shopping.
& give great advices.
nodnodnod(:
&he drove today.
sooooooo PLUS PLUS PLUS MARKS YO!

actually promised to go for wenli's bbq if someone gonna drive me there&home.
& ben did drive today. but...
still I DIDNT GO!
i've spent like quite long deciding whether to go or not to go,
even he got alil fed-up. lol.
im sorry, just soooo lazy. zzz.
so anti-social. sighhh.
aha.

random pics taken yesterday while going home.
cause in the car,i saw the sky which is like really nice
& i had to take it down to share with you guys, my readers.

sometimes you should just stop at your steps& admire the beauty of what's around you.

2008-07-11T22:47:00.007+08:00

M2s went sugarloaf today during our break (:

lalalala. cakes! :D :D :D

oh man sugarloaf is so near engine

& thus i'll uncontrollably go eat the cakes there.

this week i've alrdy ate twice! forgoodness sake.

OMG IM GONNA GET FAT FAT FAT ):

sighhh. never ever have a bakery with full of nice cakes located around me.

tsk.

here's weechad with brownie,

meeee with the american carrot cake,

wenn with potato salad

& ann with.. err what's that? lol.

we're so going for toptable!

right guys?

taken in the nicelooking lift in TCA(:

camwhore-ing before lecture, ahaha.

& here's the seating plan for REBUS lecture today. ahaha.

alternate seats plus acting emo. ahahaha.

sorry in this picture i look really bitchy with the chin up high.

but its notnot, its all because of my chin being way too sharp. urgh.

&this is the FIRST time i've listened to the whole lecture throughout.

im surprised with myself too!

2008-07-10T21:30:00.003+08:00

pictures from weds! :D :D :D

we went ahjisan for ramen, MY FAV!!! (:

see that cute lil boy? awww.

pris sent this through my mail.
& i think some are kinda true. lol.
guys should definately know them.

1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument
when they are right and you need to shut up.
this is damn right!

2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a
half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five
more Minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
right on again!

3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This
means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with
nothing Usually end in fine.
kinda true sometimes.

4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do
It!
definately true!

5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a
non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks
you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and
arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of
nothing.)
eh not really. a loud sigh means she's having depressing problems.

6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous
statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long
and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
eh for me, that's okay means that is okay. not other hidden meaning
than that. lol

7.) Thanks : A woman is thanking you, do not question, or
Faint. Just say you're welcome.
eh yes.

8.) Whatever : Is a woman's way of saying the F word.
er, NO! WRONG YO!
for me its simply meant whatever with 'rolleyes'
& hidden meaning of, i dont care what u're talking
about.

9.) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous
statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several
times, but she's now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking
'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3..
eh this happens in rare cases (:

2008-07-09T21:23:00.002+08:00

ever since last night,

i feel as though i've been soaked in a tub full of a really sad person's tears.

& so i'm able to feel her sadness, heartache & bitterness.

its was heartbreaking as everything came back to be once again.

how good friends of mine turn their backs on me

how all the people i've truely care for, stabbed me in my heart, mocking at my foolishness.

all these awaken my heart again.

will one get blind from crying too too much?

im really afraid.

having to see nothing but darkness infront of me.

even with my sight, im already feeling what is like groping in the darkness.

to have it physically&emotionally, i'll simply just go die.

im so tired of life.

still, i have and really have to
THANK

my M2 clique- who made me
laugh.
stef, ann, amanda, weechad &
wenn, THANK YOU SO SO SO VERY MUCH! (:
they've made a girl full of
tears, laugh&laugh today.

juihsin who even dont mind skipping
his tutorial to listen to me.
sorry that i pushed u back, back to
your lesson.
i know u're concern & i really
thank you for that.tmr if there's a chance i've sittig beside you.
lol.

& last but not the
least,
mr raymond wong, lol, my
M2s will confirm laugh.
im already laughing mentioning
this.
butbut, thanks for the concern
& even told some of the M2s to
take good care of me&cheer me up.
i was really touched & at that
second when i heard what he had told manda to do,
i cried even harder.
lol.

oh and! wenli too,
who talked to me on msn.
aha.

oh and
and!
my best fwenzzzzzzz! lol.
you know who you are!
:D

sooooooo THANKS SOOOOSOOOOSOOOOO MUCH GUYS! :D
& thus, there's sucha clear difference on some of the really good friends that i have
& some of the really, well... 'i dont care less about you' friends that i have (:

2008-07-08T19:32:00.004+08:00

just read the birdies blog.

i cant believe i was thrown sarcistism, like EVERY SINGLE WORD by the person i believe is my good friend.
& then i realised good friends are friends that understand&care about each other.
she dont understand me
&she dont care how much her words will hurt me.
sarcistism used on me for just, me speaking earnestly about how i feel?
i feel so indignant.
after today,
i realised we're none.
& that just really sad.
hence i loooove my tp life,
its carefree, the friends there are great,
im laughing out loud there & im free to be myself :D
thank god i've choosen tp & that course landed in that class (:
love tp fdm, N801!

but, haha, who am i kidding?
my life's just sad, pathetic & wretched.
thanks to this cutecute doodle by ann
which made me smile for awhile.
the adorable gramps (:

get a life, mabel!

how i wish i could dump everything & head for UK.

2008-07-05T22:26:00.004+08:00

oh god.

i think i've shut myself up for good this time.

to actually think that i said all those to birdies.

& when i looked at these pictures that limin sent me,
i found out i still do miss those friends who ACTUALLY care about me

yet, i believe friends are such dangerous people.

dangerous in the fact that some could easily turn their backs at you,

some couldnt even careless for you

&some who you're really dear for& could sacrifice anything for them.

sigh.

ah. well...

here are some of the photos from splendous. (:

im still missing the 4e1 classphoto.

2008-07-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

patched up with my mum today.
shopping does bonding yo! (:
& we got about 6 different french skincare products all in one day, today.
OMG.
its like all french skincare products french skincare products.
tsktsktsk.
but i totally need to take care of my skin.
even ben knows about skincare, facial stuffs& he's telling me about it man.
omg, im sucha disgrace to women, having to know facial products from a guy!
sighhh. ahaha.

i think i've lost my power & will to love.
& thats good news! (:
loving someone have to endure more agony than bliss.

2008-07-03T22:17:00.005+08:00

DEMPSEY HILL TODAY! :D :D :D

after lessons, i met up with a good frined of mine

& we went dempsey hill as i've requested (:

lunch at dempsey hill's DOME!

see the lightings i didnt photoshop it,

its just there.

like heaven's outside.lol.

beef stew with pie (:

then another apple crumble with an icecream on the top

when to The One&Only Designer shop too,

the place is absolutely breathtaking.

go there if u wanna live the life of the rich&famous.

well, the shop's interior and location is FABULOUS CAN!!!

omg, i could seriously faint there.

love it!

dempsey's fabfabfab.

my love (:

2008-07-02T20:33:00.004+08:00

WAFFLE DAY @ BISTRO! :D

erm, as usual we have break break break again.

soooo we, the m2 girls went for bistro's waffle

& the m2 guys when for lunch together, two emos.

the belgian waffle at bistro was not really THAT great.

quite a disappointment tho. sighhh.

cause its outer layer is not really crispy thats why.

but the smell was indeed tempting!

&it'll definately make you fullfullfull,

this was my lunch ya know, 3bucks(:

photos grabbed from ann's blog.

sighhh. i wanna go walk tomorrow especially we're ending at 1pm.

i need a breather& a wonderful stroll with a close friend :/

this week has been tough.

2008-07-01T22:52:00.011+08:00

BISTRO WALK DAY!

after our m2 lecture, denise came earlier
& all of us went bistro walk for lunchhhhhhhh (:
p.s. for those who dont know, YES bistro walk is in TP :D

the set meal today plus an top-up icecream cost only about $8.60.
its cheap (:
this is OUR TABLE :D

look at emokingzsszsx! & only wendy is ready in this photoshot. lol.
the pictures below are all grabbed from ann's blog.

see? im not princessy I SET THE TABLES YO!

only looqueens are allowed to be in this photo (:
food&ususus!

the girls!

they simply cant do the ann smile. IM THE PRO HEREzxzxzxz!

M2s&denise! :D

2008-06-30T20:28:00.002+08:00

i've totally decided,
i am not joining pace.

i've passed the first interview.
& the second one is tomorrow.
but...
after the meeting on saturday,
i realised pace isnt what i think it is.
although pace's really great,
i dont think i'll have enough time&health for it.
lol, why health? cause i'll not have enough sleep.

eh soooo i email one of the main com,
and told me to avoke my status on being a PACEsetter :/
im really sorry so i dont have the courage to call him&explain in person,
yeah im sucha coward -.-
plus im taking up korean end of this year,
so i most definately dont have time for pace.
nodnod.
oh god, i feel really sorry cause interview is tomorrow&im messing their arrangements now.
sighhhh.
&i'll miss those peeps i met at the meeting.

when i told my mum about my decision,
she flared up&said if u didnt manage to get into the local unis,
im not gonna give you the money for the private unis cause i have no money for you anyway.

&to think she's the one who protest the actions of forceful mums,
who force their children into doing what they want them to do, esp studies&stuff.
& right now, SHE IS ONE OF THEM.
wth. brainless?
its not that i dont love my mum.
sometimes she's just contradicting&acting nice. rolleyes*

&NOW, she's angry&ignoring me.
WTH. DID I DID WRONG?
its my life& i know what i wanna do with it!
argh.
I REALLY DO LOVE HER ALOT.
&thats why i cried for what she's doing to me now.

but i told her,
right from the start i didnt want you to provide me money for the uni.
even if i have to work till im ill,
i'd do it.
&even if i didnt get a uni cert,
i'll still work really hard & return her all the money she spent on me.
SO NOT TO WORRY MUM!

argh thanks to all this,
im feeling really screwed up.
hope they've got my birdnest.
or else my complexion will be like shit tomorrow.
with all the swollen eyes&stress pimples :/

2008-06-29T22:09:00.004+08:00

27 JUNE 2008,

LAST FRIDAY! :D :D :D

photos photos photos.

we finished with the circuit early.

sooo WE HAD TO TAKE A PHOTO! :D

m2 clique @ FACOM LAB.

i am not ready -.- lol

extra- weiloong. no offence yo.

EMOzxzxzz

all spaced out in the design school's lift.

looklook!

eh only look thing to look at this photo ,

HAPPY! :D all grabbed from ann's blog.

p.s. last friday i was a happy happy girl.
& i mean REALLYREALLY, INSANE HAPPY (:

2008-06-28T22:49:00.004+08:00

pace meeting was today
from the morning right till the evening.
i thought i could still go for the meeting well.
but i was wrong.
sighhh.

i didnt had dinner last night
& the breakfast today i took was veryvery little.
sooooo my stomach was having problems already.

plus im lacking of sleep.
i was tired.
i felt really weak.
can even run or do sporty stuff,

so i left early around noon after the lunch with the peeps i met today
& came back home to eat alil before sleeping till 4plus.

yet right now im still tiredtiredtired, i wanna sleep
& im kinda hungry too even though i ate my dinner&dessert.
argh.

now im completely sure,
I CANNOT SKIP DINNER.
or else, during midnight, problems will start stirring.
&by the morning,
here comes the pain ohhh~ here comes the pain :/
ARGH
my life sucks.
henceforth, i need HAPPY ):

eh. bullied mr flirt today.
told our group during pace & his friend that he's a flirt.
oh man, i hope flirt's not offended.
cause im just kidding :/
& still need to thank him for meeting me today&all those he did today even.
thankyou thankyou thankyou.
& flirt, just ignore me sometimes. esp about you being a flirt. heehs.

2008-06-28T17:29:00.008+08:00

last night's SPLENDOUS! :D

it was... normal.

neither excellent nor bad.

chinese orchestra :D :D
hey although my last two years i spent it with choir but my heart's still with co&i still regard myself as a co member.

who say erhus are kuku?

they're one of the hardest instruments in the orchestra.

& jack soh here, pulls it off with a suave piece, fast&furious :D

im totally proud to be in the erhu section when i saw his performance.

YOU MADE ERHU PEEPS PROUD!

the band.

the drama club.

the dance club-no photo unfortunately.

their dance awesome i must say.

the chinese opera.

& the choir, eh no comments.

& all the performing arts&peeps who helped out.

took loadsa pictures, 4e1 class photo with ms chong. with limin, bernice&sarah. with cayojadibe without cass, with irene. all these aint sent to me yet ):

photo with FALEND, my bald boy.

my birdies!

geek photos, missing hy's :/

2008-06-26T20:57:00.003+08:00

didnt get to see happy,

which makes me really sad ): sighhh.

camped at the library today for our facom project.

did managed to finish alot more than what we've did the other time, lol.

but we alot had fun too,

sooooo just feel like saying

'work no play makes jane a dull girl'

after the work, we accidentally found places&things to take a picture with,

ahhahha :D

ann&manda found the LV book!!! :D :D :D

NO POISE AT ALL, MABEL! tsk!

redredred.

HIPHOP STYLE YO!

although u cant be able to see it.

nerds studying in progress

& a spy trying to take a photo.

boohoo ):

2008-06-25T21:13:00.003+08:00

M2 CLIQUE'S CHICKEN CHOP DAY PHOTO! :D

met a new friend while waiting for mr cheng,

this is greenie, guys.he's adorable

& is able to tolerate human's rude behavior

like kicking him, tsk!

&feeding him TONS OF DIRTY RUBBISH ):

sooo BE NICE TO GREENIE! (:

phew, today's finally the rebus assignment deadline.

AND FINALLY THE BURDEN IS OFF ME!!!

so tired right now, gonna sleep right after taking my favfav drink,

BIRD NEST WITH COLLAGEN!

WHEEEE! love it.

eh cause my face's condition doesnt seem too good now,

with the lack of sleep&all. tsk.

sighhhhhhh.

i wanna sleeeeeeeep

& i wanna birdnest&collagen-ing, lol!

zzzzzZ

2008-06-24T20:50:00.002+08:00

skipped lesson today,
the wrtoral lesson.
i would rather get home to finish my realestate business
than wasting two hours there.
IM STILL NOT DONE WITH REBUS YET!
AHHHH!
I SWEAR IM GONNA DIE SOON!
my hand's aching& im sleepy :/
going back to rebus now. sighhhh ):
today was m2 clique's chicken chop day!
wait till i get the photos from ann (:

2008-06-24T20:32:00.003+08:00

went cake eating at paragon's canele! :D :D :D

i love the life of high class taitai can!

chitchat, drink tea & eat high class cakes.

so jelly ):

my strawberry tart (:

besides this, i've tried 3 more cakes.

jupiter, tiramisu& caramel.

all great! eh but the jupiter, nonono.

&my berry black tea.

its really nice with

the really summer feeling,

with berries&tea together :D

2008-06-22T21:09:00.003+08:00

emo study date with max in the afternoon.

&in the night,

DINING AT PARAGON'S CRYSTAL JADE (:

just one word to describe, HC.

eh, posh too. I TOTALLY LOVE IT!

MY SYTLE YO! ahahaa.

way better today, NO NIGHTMARES, phew.

i had a luxurious night,

so im totally in a good mood (:

we, the gannies as what jojo might say, lol,

had the whole room to ourselves as usual.

but after dining at all the different restaurants& with their reserved rooms,

paragon's crystal jade's room is the best,

with the vintage sofa in it. love.

& the whole restaurant's interior design's great.one day im so gonna go eat at their regular tables.

this bowl of, eh not sure which part of the shark is it,

but its a bowl of soup of that part.

guess how much it cost?

35bucks for a small bowl like this.

soooo we, the gannies, had about 17 to 19 people.

& just by counting the cost of the soups, its about 665bucks? lol.

not to mention, there're more than 5 dishes.

tsktsktsk.

ah, this is my youngest cousin (:

argh, i think the red wine i drank is alil high in the alcohol.

im having a slight headache now :/

lectures&tutorals start tomorrow!

now that im so near towards the end of our holidays,

i dont feel like ending it ):

i want my holidays back! ):

2008-06-22T10:30:00.003+08:00

luckily last night, i dont have the dream that i had the previous night.
sooo its a good start (:

now that i feel alil better, i can talk about what happened the previous night.
im already upset about what happened between the both of us, in normal time, normal day.
but i had a dream the previous night,
and the dream was really looooooong as compare to the ones i had before.
even when im asleep i had to re-live all bad memories again.
its was bad enough that i had to go through once in reality.
& thus, its was like mental anguish.
i swear i could have gone mad.
i woke up to find tears around me
& thats not enough, i still cried.
the dream was much too real& much to heartbreaking.

but im feeling alil better today.
although in the morning ,
there's a mini typhoon thathappened right outside my house,
my whole house lane was having really strong wind&rain,
which woke me up.
philippines be strong!
people around the world,
ought to unite instead of making nuclear weapons&pointing at each other right now.
natural disasters are the ones that we're suffering
& that all of us have to overcome together.
we did wrong to the earth& now, its retribution.

dining again, tonight.
i've been dining for three consecutive nights.
im afraid my stomach&mind will reject normalnormal foods now :/

2008-06-21T21:54:00.002+08:00

i thought today's dinner will cheer me up alil.

it did throughout the night.

right till the last part,

ben had to whack me&whack me,

COME ON!

YOU THOUGHT YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE HAVING A BAD TIME?!

YOUR PROBLEM IS LIKE SO TINY AS COMPARED TO MINE.

SO DONT THINK YOU'RE AT YOUR WORST PERIOD

& CAN VENT IT OUT ON OTHERS.

GET A LIFE.

YOU DONT SEE ME VENTING OUT ALL MY ANGERS ON YOU.

WTH.

IM ALREADY HAVING A BAD TIME AS IT IS.

URGH!

& thanks to him,

i was on the venge of crying.

& thanks to him,

im feeling like shit right now.

SUCKER.

2008-06-21T15:31:00.004+08:00

im reallyreally tired of everything.
why do it keep haunting me?
day&night.
havent i cried enough,
havent i suffered enough.
im wishing for nothing but just to let it leave me alone.
i hate myself for loving you.

hope the dinner later on could cheer me up (:

2008-06-20T21:46:00.003+08:00

PHEW!

JUST REACHED HOME.

SOSOSOOOO TIRED :/

went shopping with mummy,

going out with my mum's the best!

eh but all we got is, Aussino's bedsheets -.-
butbut im not complaining okay.

it just that i hafta help carry the bags&bags of AUSSINO.

& their bags are like huge,

so it always covers half of my face when its on my lap. tsk.

dinner we had sakura's buffet :D

superb!

adult's around $24+++,

but its totally worth it! :D

they have everything and anything in there,

not counting the exotic exotic dishes.

here's something real funny,

the thing that my lil brother eats the most is M&Ms -.-

eh only managed to take a picture of my FIRST dessert plate,

the rest i was too busy eating. lol.

2008-06-19T23:43:00.004+08:00

NEW SONG ALERT! :D :D :D
in the end, i decided to put up this song,
which its fabulous& i cant enough off it.
a duet by alex from clazziquai & jisun from loveholic,
both greatgreat vocals (:
with a sadsad song which will simply break your heart
& make you cry, if you know what every sentence meant that is.
for those who missed the translation, here's it again! :D

Very Heartbreaking Words
by Alex (Feat. Ji Sun)

Alex:
You are so beautiful
그대는 나를 멈추게 했죠
조금도 움직일 수 없게
그대는 다가와
어느새 나를 가져 버렸죠
아무런 기척도 없이
한번쯤 고백하고 싶은데
나에겐 너무 어려운 말
You are so beautiful
You made me stop in my steps
I couldn't move at all
You're coming closer to me
You took me away without me even noticing
Without a trace
Just once I want to confess to you
To me these are such hard words to say

사랑해 너를 사랑해
늘 바라 볼 수밖에 없는데
너의 작은 표정 하나까지도
큰 의미로 내게 다가와
자꾸 날 흔들죠
I love you, I love you
I can't help but keep gazing at you
And every single little facial expression
You come closer to me with such great significance
You keep shaking me up

You are so beautiful
그대는 나를 외롭게 하죠
아무도 사랑할 수 없게
그대는 나에게
어느덧 아픈 단어가 됐죠
이렇게 나의 가슴에
조금만 나를 바라봐주면
달려가 네게 하고픈 말
You are so beautiful
You make me so lonely,
Not even letting me love anyone else.
To me you are
Somehow it's become such painful words.
Inside my heart,
If you would just look at me a little,
I want to run to you and tell you,

사랑해 너를 사랑해
늘 숨기고 나 감추려 해도
너의 의미 없는 말 한 마디에
웃음짓고 눈물 흘리며
꿈에 그리는 말
I love you, I love you
I tried to hide and conceal from you
But hearing you say that one word without any meaning
I smiled and shed tears
Words that can only be drawn into my dreams

Ji Sun:
그댄 모르죠
나도 그댈 사랑해
아픈 가슴조차 이젠 무뎌질만큼
오랫동안 그리며 간직해온 맘
그댄 알지 못하죠
You don't know,
I love you too.
My heart aches so much I could bury it.
For a long time I longed for you and cherished you in my heart.
You had no way of knowing.

Alex:
너무 아픈 이 말
사랑해 너를 사랑해
늘 바라볼 수밖에 없는데
너의 작은 표정 하나까지도
큰 의미로 내게 다가와
웃음짓고 oh~ 날 울리고
자꾸 날 흔들죠
These very painful words,
I love you, I love you.
I can't help but keep gazing at you.
And every single little facial expression,
You come closer to me with such great significance.
Smiling oh~ making me cry
You keep shaking me up

2008-06-19T22:42:00.002+08:00

FACOM PROJECTWORK WITH M2CLIQUE (:
we did a rough powerpoint.
& after we see the date to present is after 30june,
we just CHAY! & put all our work aside
then when for a movie, LOL.
my fellow classmates, dont be so gan chiong la, RELAX!
i heard some already finished.
we're the first group to present even, CHILL YO! :D

the movie,
GET SMART IS FAB AS EXPECTED!
its funny! :D :D
eh, but with sexual reference tho :/

waiting for emo king to send me all the candids shots for today,
WHERE'S EMOKING STEF?

2008-06-18T11:56:00.006+08:00

im soooo bored can :/

so decided to post all my beloved animals (:

I LOVE,
mini schnauzer
toy poodle
old english sheepdog

&CATS, well more of kitty (:
not sure of the breed tho.

HEDGEHOGS!

PIGLET!

butbut, no preference of to what animals.

i like them all. except i love these even better! lol.

pictures taken from flickr,gopetsonline

2008-06-17T22:25:00.003+08:00

OUT WITH SUNNY, JOJO & MAX TODAY! :D
basically camped at sunny's place.
~~the PHOTOS ARENT WITH ME YET!~~
ROAR,
~~SUNNY COME ONLINE & PASS ME THE PHOTOS!~~

decided to snatch the photos from jo's blog (:
wheeee.
jo puts them all in a collage! :D
max,jojo,sunny&me feat. sunny's nephew

me&jojo feat. sunny's nephew

2008-06-16T15:44:00.002+08:00

after seeing the tag from jj, whom i supposed used a fake
name -.-
i realised those who read my blog will be confused to my
love life.
haha. its not something you guys can understand or i
can blog about.
the reason, is interlinked with lots of friends&family
problems.
that surfaced very obviously when i was with
him.
i've told my friends who are closed to me or are concern
about me (:

& pardon me for all these sadsad post i've been
blogging.
cause my heart's aching so much that i need somewhere to
release the excruciating pain.
& i realised im totally and very addicted to sadness
(:
& i really dread people giving my advice
when they do not even know exactly what
happened.
thats the worst isnt it?

so you do not know my problem&thats it.
whenever you guys see posts like these, just
ignore.
this is my blog& those are my confessions. thats all.
(:

2008-06-16T11:54:00.004+08:00

i woke up today& found tears at the corner of my eyes.
and also, found my heart aching as usual.
just got the urge to listen to alex's song, very heartbreaking words feat jisun.
perhaps i should put it as my blog's theme.

Very heartbreaking words
-alex feat ji sun of loveholic
credits to http://wookiefied.tistory.com/

Alex:
You are so beautiful
You made me stop in my steps
I couldn't move at all
You're coming closer to me
You took me away without me even noticing
Without a trace
I want to confess to you at least once
To me these are such hard words to say

I love you, I love you
I can't help but keep gazing at you
And every single little facial expression
You come closer to me with such great significance
You keep shakin me up

You are so beautiful
You make me so lonely
Not letting me love anyone else
To me you are
Somehow it's become such painful words
Inside my heart
If you would just look at me a little
I want to run to you and tell you

I love you, I love you
I tried to hide and conceal from you
But hearing you say that one word without any meaning
I smile and shed a tear
Words that can only be drawn into my dreams

Ji Sun:
You don't knowI love you too
My heart aches so much I could bury it
For a long time I longed for you and cherished you in my heart
You had no way of knowing

Alex:
These very painful words
I love you, I love you
I can't help but keep gazing at you
And every single little facial expression
You come closer to me with such great significance
Smiling oh~ making me cry
You keep shaking me up

so foolishly waiting for a romance that will never come.
could someone help me burying this aching heart of mine and
guide me out of my foolishness&sorrows.
나는 미련하다.
사랑에 당신.

2008-06-15T21:12:00.003+08:00

ALEX from clazziquai
i've finally got the alex first vol. songs! :D :D :D
reallyreally happy.
his voice is superb!
LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!

for those who would say alex who?
alex is the guy who sang this theme song
that is in my blog right now(:

& with his band, clazziquai,
their song is the theme song
featured in My name is Kim Sam Soon.
the song's "She is" & "Be my love",
ah! Ring a bell?
DING DONG!

for those who dont even know the korean drama,
My name is Kim Sam Soon.
i have no other ways to help
but to want you to watch his mv below!

lol. its good to know him,
he's a great singer! :D
ahaha.

2008-06-14T21:25:00.005+08:00

cayojadibe with garrett outing today!

the cool part is we're all from different schools!

except for me&cass.

nyjc, cjc, srjc, sp &tp! :D

had lunch at novena's bali thai,

love their restaurant's interior design!

oh and their food IS ~~cheap~~,

well.. i should put it as, affordable! claps (:

M2 CLIQUE, LOOK!

IMA TENNIS PLAYER! :D

ahahaha.

cayojadibe(:

after lunch we went nd's house with g.

poor g, off to tuition on a saturday. sigh.

& we gamed at nd's house.

its like gaming land over there,

whatever games you want, you name it!

so me&cass played nd's Wii & PS3,

while those three guys played with their NDS. tsktsk.

they're seriously obsessed.

the game im really lousy at, tennis @ Wii ):

sighhh. but its so cool can, the controller is affixed with sensors&

it'd be able to pick up your strength&direction of the racket swing in the game :O

2008-06-13T20:42:00.002+08:00

im totally addicted to anything thats sad.
if you dont like sadness,
dont watch the videos below.
songs by lee seung gi,
acted by lee seung gi,
he's the better looking one with the main actress liking him(:

when i find myself alone,
i am a faceless doll,with no expressions at all
but yet still having feelings of sadness.
Is it because of loneliness?
Or is it because every single thing inside me was robbed
and im left with a empty body.
Perhaps i am just a little zombie doll, a living dead.
But yet there're people which pushes me back to reality,
they're the ones who draw all my expressions and emotions on me.
Although i may not get better,
i do very much appreciate and thank you people for being here with me.
its hard for me to smile for myself,
but its much easier for me to smile for you.

2008-06-12T21:33:00.004+08:00

I WANT A BROWNIE! ):

happened to stumble upon the spicderwick chronicles' field book.
if you've watched or read the spiderwick chronicles,
it is the field guide used to find all the creatures (:
& right now im reading it.
its interesting while reading&comparing it to Harry Potter's creatures.

and as i've mentioned,
I WANT A BROWNIE!

thimbletack is a brownie
but they're different kinds of them,
and all look different.

for those who dont know what im talking about,
brownies in spiderwick context,
are creatures who attached themselves to human household
& help out to do chores :D

I TOTALLY NEED ONE!
nodnodnod.
BROWNIES COME TO MEEEEE!
but be warned, if you insult or harm them,
they'll turned into boggarts, who do mischief in the house
(exact opposite from what a normal nicenice brownie will do.)

this is the other brownie stated in the book,

this brownie helps an artist so he'll cleans brushes for his owner in the night (:
SUCH CUTIES!

& there is another one,
who's loyal to their household just like brownies.
but!
they do not help out in chores instead they wash the graveclothes of those about to die.
& they'll weep for the dead or those about-to-be-dead.
they're known as BANSHEE.

interesting isnt it?
there're still tons of creatures i've not mention.
SOOOO READ THE BOOK! :D

all info above are provied by Spiderwick's Field Guide

2008-06-12T21:15:00.001+08:00

went out with my group yesterday.
CEDELE FOR LUNCH! :D
yumyumyum.
& TONS OF PHOTOS TAKEN!
HS said its around 70 -.-
soooo the transfer of photos are not finished yet.
WILL UPDATE THIS POST AGAIN! :D

2008-06-10T21:41:00.003+08:00

camped at ben's house today,
doing his precious blogskin project.
both of us were stressed like MAD.
so decided to go for a stroll for stress release
& get my precious BREADS! :D
eek! he still didnt upload the pictures we took today.
soooo just stay tune ONLY at this post.
i'll upload the photos back there once i've got it(:

lol. the photos we took, looks ugly -.-

sighhhhh.

A! :D :D

2008-06-09T20:20:00.003+08:00

hmm, i just wanna tell you,
you're listening to one of the greatest korean songs&my fav songs.
i put up the korean lyrics previously on the post i gave for just one person.
so now, for those who dont understand,
here's the translation.
from my context.
& i hope you're reading too.
throughout my life, u're the second person, i've consantly waited for,
throughout my whole life, u're the seccond person, i truely fall for.
& you're the first who brought me the heart illness, i doubt i could ever recover with.
im not wishing for anything else,
but just for you to be truthful to yourself
& live your life, fruitful&happy with no regrets (:
짐을 느끼지 말라,
나는 다만 당신을 행복한 원한다
그러나 나는 본다 멀리 먼 거리에서 당신을 할 수 있었다?

FlowerPot-Alex

(original version by Loveholic)

You approached from a far far distance,

How am i gonna express my quivering heart

You've stole my heart right from the start

and gave me an illness, i couldn't recover from.

I want to become a flowerpot

and thus, i pray consantly.

I want to become the flowerpot,

that stands on his window sill.

Even if i can't be abe to speak or expect anything else.

At least from time to time,

i'd able to have his smiles&carasses.

And be able to watch his sleeping face.

You're leaving for a far far distance,

How am i gonna smoothe,

these falling tears.

You stole my heart right from the very start

and gave me an illness, i couldn't recover from.

I want to become a flowerpot,

and thus, i pray consantly.

I want to become the flowerpot,

that stand on his window sill.

Even if i wouldn't be able to speak or expect anything else

At least from time to time,

i'd able to have his smiles&carasses

and be able to look at his sleeping face.

2008-06-08T16:49:00.004+08:00

PHOTOS PHOTOS FROM FRIDAY! :D :D :D

coincidently the whole math2 peeps from 01

were together before fabcom makeup lab.

sooooooo duh!

we wouldnt miss the phototaking chance (:

MATH2!!!

WE'RE POWER!

er, no offence my m1 peeps.
M2s emo photo.

&here's our emo leader, stef, with his own superb pose.

OOPS!
the lil boys room :O

ronney,me&ann, featuring ann's pose,
but alil more to the constipated,
'poo-cant-get-out' pose.

all taken from ann's blog,

cause didnt get the chance to pester her for sending of the pictures (:

2008-06-07T20:37:00.003+08:00

the DJ crisis is over,
finally(:
clapclapclaps.
you two dont have anymore heartshocking crisis till
forever alright?
i dont wanna feel my heart pound out again.

during that darkdark period,
i was, can i say, purposely?
lol, telling:
her, something about me reprimanding him.
& him, something about her&my friendship
thingy.
i forgotten what i've said for both, heehs.
but DO remember exactly what both of them
said.
she said, dont scold him, its not his fault it was
mine.
&he said, she have been shielding for you lo, its
just that you dont know.

thus, SEE?
both of them protected each other even at bad
times? (eh not sure how to put it to words.)
sooo when i heard what both of them said,
i told myself shouldnt let both of their fates go
downhill,
it'll be such a waste.

& so,
DONT EVER LET SMALL MATTERS GET BETTER OF YOU TWO!
here's a photo i found suitable for both of you! :D

2008-06-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

picture took at facom makeup lab today.

the stupid weiloong fooling around with the wires&screwdrivers

& thus, here's weiloong using the screwdriver to screw up jingxin's head.

LOL, my god sounds wrong -.-

facom lab today its all about lift,

play around with it&even had the simulation of electric failure.

i didnt went for the simulation cause i have lift phobia :/

missed out all the fun ):

then met up with my mum for nicenice food.

so cant go to the gathering cause my mum booked today with me long ago,

then the class gathering is like last min textmessage la, damn Zzz.

if planning must inform earlier.

and thus, quite alot of peeps cant go. tsk ):

LAKSA HOTPOT near vivocity.

its yumyumyum & not expensive too.

oops! forgotten to rotate the photo

snapshot i took while heading home,

i think i should do photography. LOL

right ann, right manda?

2008-06-05T22:23:00.002+08:00

MOOOOO VEES
NOT TO BE MISSED! :D

im soso watching prom night& get smart! (:
PROM NIGHT'S OUT TODAY!
wahahha.
its a thriller, a killingkillingkilling kinda flim.
& GET SMART! is a comedy,
anne hatheway's in it, soooo WOOHOO! (:

eh sunny was mentioning about HarryPotter just now
& she totally got me into the mooooood now.
HARRY POTTER SNEAK PEEK,
FOR THE 6TH SERIES, HALF-BLOOD PRINCE! :D
WATCHWATCHWATCH!
p.s. in case you dont know, i LOOOOVE harry potter. its story&all. (:

2008-06-04T20:04:00.002+08:00

IM SO DARN TIRED NOW.
thanks to this 'close friend' of mine.
i told him, this happened also partly because him.
& i believe strongly, both parties are at fault.
but instead, he's even not trying to listen
& kept pushing away, what i believe, his fault.
argh, really dont like people who dont even listen&understand from both sides.
for other things, he does both sided.
for things related to him, from what i see now, its one sided.
im so sick of trying to make him understand&listen to the other party.
& withstand his loud complains& even scolding.
it doesnt pays to help.
I AM SO SICK OF IT!
argh!
maybe im helping&putting things to worst?
soooo im gonna say this to myself alright?
Mabel, get a life! its their problem!

advise:
NEVER have two of your good friends in cold war,
& try to help.
its like putting shit to yourself.

i am tired,
i just wanna get out of this problem for now.
TP MATES, HELP! ):

2008-06-03T16:17:00.004+08:00

SUNDAY 1june.
before our dinner at the centrepoint's chinese restaurant,
my mum dragged me to do the fish spa.
its sososo ticklish!
i spend 15mins laughing my ass off,
while the lil fishes are nimbling the dead skin on my feet.
i didnt attract much of them.
but my mum did. she attracted tons.

see how big the lil sucky fishes are?
try it if you can! its good for your health&feet(:

our to-die-for dinner at centrepoint orchad :D :D :D
having dinner there, aint cheap!
the bill's scary.
prawns
roast piggy.
longevity noodles! :Dabalonesharkfin. just eat shark, they're murders anyway, lol.